I am Dare :feel like SG does not want me here so i had to form a new email and name to get in

OH Dare, I am here!!! Please stay on! I havn't read your whole post but I wnted you to know I see you and hear you!! And I guarantee you that SG WANTS YOU HERE!!!!!

SO glad to see you!! SO GLAD

Big hugs, Suzee

Dare truly Support Groups knows what a valued member you are here!! No one wants you gone, NO ONE!! :0) I am truly so glad to see you! I sent PM's to check on you because I hadn't seen/heard from you for too long!

I am so sorry for how work has gone and working on the rental house!! Your poor body is just screaming so loud, I can hear it from here!!!!! I recognize the scream as I've done it myself!!! January SUCKS for us gimpy arthritics!! Honest to God I could do without January and february and never miss them one bit!!!

The nightmares and flashbacks.... geez I am so sorry they are bad again. Lord knows they are tough to deal with. They sap our energy even before we get out of bed and then linger right outside our view to plague us all day with little reminders. They really are exhausting so it's no wonder you are beat!!! I hope you can take a few days to just rest. I truly wish I lived closer as I would bring food over that sooths the soul and you could just keep your feet up!!!!

All my love and hugs, Suzee

Hey Dare I have been thinking about you and been wondering how you were doing! We definitely want you here, I am so sorry you are having a hard time getting on here! You are such a valued member and friend and we want you here! I haven't read your whole post but I also wanted you know I saw you and your post! You are being heard and I also guarantee that all of us at sg want you here with us!

suzee thanks i missed you loads. i see i am having trouble geting on totheinternet again too. imay get lost again.:(
i hav eno clue waht to do . if it is vius on my compuotr i guess i am done then here. nothing i can do for i have no clue how to work it out here or even to get to do it. my friends whom know are north and now no one here now. all ever did was checkmy email, face book and here. and i guess that let in to much then too. i fear surfacing for i hatepron viruses on my computor and i have had them prior so surfacing for information scares me. my daughter has been surfing so maybe something got here then. i do hate this for it really is meant for the rich and smart and neither of them i am.

modern techknowledge is way before my time and with a grade nine i just don't have the focus to learn this stuff any more.seems like when GOd passed out brains he missed mine when it came to learning how to stay up to date in the present. geat survivir for th epast . can do alot in the times of those settling the land. clearing , building and living off the land is a walk in the park to this computor. i even do my farm books all by ledger and pencil. lol math by caculator and the hard way no quick math here. sometimes i miss my old typwritter for it never shut down half way thorugh or lost my work for it was right were i placed it in the real and in front of me. the only way it left if i tore it out and chucked it or set it a side. even remember the carbon copy way too. did alot up on the old typewritter for minutes of meetings and letters.

suzee i simply feel like i do not fit in this world alot of the time. more like th eworld is passing me by and i am observing on the side.

last night we went to play 500 and when we got there we sat in th eliving room for a bit tell all got there and then we knew how many tables to set up. no sooner had i sat down and i observed every one was reading the abituaries. well i started to laugh and i said" it is scary when you come to a home and every one is checking out the aubituaries first thing as though they are looking to see if they are in the paper this day!" lol through out the card games so many wen tover in detail the cards they got and how they could of played different and so on. i sat there thng to my self "pleas GOd make them stop this si so boring!" as my pain increased and boy did it increase as the night went on , the games seemed to take longer. no bids and redeal and still no bids and redeal. finally it came to an end . lol I won high points for Men(not enough men so the females take turns playin ga man) i won a measuring tape and a mens socks lol least it is better than some of th eprizes for woman . won't even go there. so all is done and lunch is served at 10:30 pm , great time for my wais tline grrrrrrrr. so there we are and they are all talking away about people i hav eno clue whom they are.

when we left i told my husband they are boring to the extreme. i told him i missed hearing what coucillors where up to in the comunnity and what new items where trying to be pushed through. i miss hearing how this or that farmer tried out this or that new product on the market. i miss hearing where or how the kids are going to go to where and for how long and do what. i miss hearing how we canmake the comunnity better place to live in. i miss productive talk. i don't wan tto listen to gossip and oh if only i had known wha twas in the kitty i could have done this and that . and i don't care whom has passed on and from waht i did not know them, none of them. oh please make me pass on if i have to listen to them any more. lol

what is wrong with me why can't i socialize like the norm. why do they bore me so much. even if i knew them all well that they talk about i would not enjoy the conversation. so next week lets check out whom died again and then later on discusss whom may be next. lol is this wha told age is about i don not like it at all. my husband looks forward to attending these things he has done thme most his life. he drove his parents for 30 years to stuff like this prior to meeting me. i am stuck attending. i can hope theyu pass on soon though lol many are in there 80's and the group is getting lesss and less every years. i think we are down to 10 playin gnow. oh my i am morbid at times.

hugs dare

"dare" -

I am sorry - I just missed you being on-line here at "SG".

I realize you are having computer problems - and tho I do not know as much as a modern day five year old on the computer - I am willing to help if I can.

Can you tell me what version of "Windows" you are running on your computer?

* Examples are "Windows 7" - "Windows Vista" - "Windows Me" - "Windows 98"

Do you have virus protection on your computer? And what brand?

* Examples are "Norton" - "McAfee"

Do you use "Windows Internet Explorer" to access the internet?

Have you ever updated anything ever on your computer using the internet to do so? Whether your version of "Windows" or your virus protection?

I will watch this thread in the future should you be able to answer any of these questions. Though I cannot quarantee anything - hopefully I will be familiar enough with things to be able to talk you through a possible solution.

- Mike

OH Dare, I am so sorry for how you are feeling. I think I know what you mean. I think that especially when we are going through alot of pain, mobility issues, fears and questions in our minds as to how much longer we can tolerate or manage certain pains and injuries, it makes us less patient with things like a card party.

Depending on the level of stress and/or pain I am in, I find myself finding certain conversations or "events" so mundane and actually offensive!! Then when I am feeling better or things are going better whether, health wise, mental health issues, financially, worry about loved ones, or relationships issues, makes us feel and see things differently. I do see my older friends checking the obits or asking if I've seen them etc... LOL I truly don't know what that's about but I hope it's never me doing it!! hehehe

I think I know someone who can help you with your computer problems. I will PM you the info!! :0)

So sorry things are so dang hard right now!! I am here for you!!!!

BIggest hugs Suzee

I think she's still here Mike!!

microsoft works i go through is all i know.
no i have no anit virus any more it was on when i bought the computor yrs ago but have no clue to it now
i bought from future shop lol

dare

windows internet explorer

still getting booted here too
dare

i cannot even try to get into the dare any more they say i am signed in this way now, crying. i lost all the information and contacts i had made prior and i can't redo it all it is so costly in time
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